Push me over the line please!?!

Push me over the line please!?

i'm a vegetarian, and i am really trying hard to be a vegan but i can't do it because i'm always hungry and i don't have time to make special meals every day to ensure i'm getting adequate amounts of protein, and a few essential vitamins and minerals. it's also hard socially because i'm going out a lot and there's never anything vegan friendly. i'm someone who can't go hungry without getting irritable and i hate the feeling,i'm not a nice person to be around! once i eat something vegetarian i just tell myself "well i've already screwed up, i may as well make the most of it and start again tomorrow"
in other words i'm a lazy vegan-wannabe.
i guess what i'm asking for you to do is just reinforce the reasons why i should become a vegan. i'm being stupid and lazy and need a kick in the head to wake up. i don't eat meat, never... it's just small things like dairy and products containing eggs... those sorts of things.
i'm not taking it seriously and i wish that i could.

2 days ago
cupcake it's not about me. it's about saving the animals and the environment. i care about that but i don't have enough self discipline to stop myself from making the wrong food choices. i'm asking for encourgement! if you don't have the answer then rack off... i don't want to hear about your eating habits if thats not my question.

2 days ago
second that to all three of you!
there's no point answering a question with jibberish when it's not relevant.
i'm not asking whether i should eat meat or not! go enjoy your steak and leave others be!

"once i eat something vegetarian i just tell myself 'well i've already screwed up, i may as well make the most of it and start again tomorrow'"

that is an absolutely terrible way to think. even if you eat something with dairy or egg in it, you should not let that sabotage the rest of your meals for the day.
i'm sure you can do it. i don't have a lot of time for "special" meals either. i make them as i go, they really don't take long to cook. i'm not sure if you are asking a question about good protein sources or not, but nuts, nut butters, leafy greens, tofu, soy milk, soy products, and protein bars, all provide protein, and none of which take a long time to prepare. if you eat a well balanced, varied diet, you are almost guaranteed to get all of the vitamins and minerals. you could even back that up with a multi-vitamin.
as for getting irritable when being hungry, that isn't good. think about all of the starving children in africa. you have little reason to get irritable. start carrying around snacks for when you get hungry, i.e. fresh veggies, fruit, nuts.
it would help to get rid of all of the dairy and egg in your house, that way you can't eat any of it and ruin your day!
you need to take this seriously, ALL LIVES SHOULD BE TAKEN SERIOUSLY